today is a good day.

this morning i woke up and i had a thing or 2 to do. i went down and did a taste testing for some food and left there and had to go swimming. i have not been in my pool since it opened on may 26th and today is the 20th of june. we have been having bad weather or i've been at work on our really nice days. i was soo happy when i got there and had the WHOLE thing to my self! i couldn't get out of my clothes fast enough and the water was chilly because it was 1130am. i got to swim and play and twirl and be happy. i got to flout in the water and enjoy the sun light beaming on to my pale white skin. after this i laid in the sun until i was dry enough and then came home. with nothing to do i laid in bed and then got up and got dressed with out taking a shower (shh don't tell). and i went to my apartment people and signed a new lease. i didn't really want to but i just need to freshen up my apartment i think i'm just tired of looking at the same white walls. i need paint i need color and i need a little touch of happiness. so then i went to the store and picked up a few things and someone brought them out to my car for me and no one asked me why i couldn't walk. then i came home chit chatted on the phone for a bit .. and i still have a whole bunch of hours left in the day.. its crazy being up this early i don't know what to do with my self. and tomorrow i have that day off too! yaaa! so nice , today .. is a good day. i feel as tho i make to many restrictions on my own life. that i forget that sometimes i don't have to do this in order to do that .. how about just doing that and dealing with this later. i want to make cupcakes. i think i will ya!