hospital trips

my god! so yesterday i go to the hospital and i brought my step sister kristy some food a shake and some other food. and we chit chat for a bit and she tells me how i shouldn't do bring her stuff she doesn't need anything. then my step sister karleen brings up a soda and playing cards and some chex mix. after she was in the room a few minutes my dad and his wife shows up with a bk shake. (haha already gave her one before you did). when my dad came in he was extremely happy to see me. and said "how are you little girl" (i haven't been a little girl for a while!). my step mom was trying to chit chat with me and i would just answer her questions and then move on with a different conversation. then we took kristy out to smoke witch was near my car so i went with. kristy said that i was suborn and i said i get it from my dad. then my dad said "that soberness is the thing thats kept her (me) alive. witch was odd to me because i've wanted to die for a really long time it doesn't seem to me i've been fighting to be alive and its not like i have some kind of sickness or anything. but anyways my whole point is, is that i know what its like to be in the hospital and i would have hated to do it alone. i was always happy my dad was there even if he wasn't doing anything but standing around drinking coffee.