so upset

so upset that i can't even sign in right! ugh! wtf is wrong with my family?!?
step sis (kristy) is in the hospital trying to have a baby
step mom (bitch aka antia) telling kristy that the hospital is telling her she can't have visters so i can't come up!
i came up anyways. bitch makes kristy up set. bitch walks out on kristy when she should be there to help kristy.
bitch goes home to tell dad what a horrible person some other lies.
i call dad, dads dumb enough to put me on speaker phone so now the bitch knows that shes a bitch.. thanks to me.
its going to make the visit tomorrow at the hospital a little awkward. dad shouldn't put me on speaker phone .. ever!
i can't go to sleep because bitch is a bitch and dad is dumb. i'm going to act like i didn't know i was on speaker phone and just pretend i didn't say anything ever! ugh! my parents think they are smarter than i. how ever my whole life i've had to think one step a head of them! she is evil to the core. right down to beating me with my own crutch when i was 8 years old! she has my dad so fucked up he doesn't know what way is right. she is so drugged up on meds that its not even funny. the woman is crazy. i'm really happy we dont have the same blood. i would be a little worried if i was. i just want to stop thinking about this so i can fall a sleep. man. this lady has been making my life difficult for 17 years! i'm just happy i dont have to live with her anymore. thats for sure!