ugh

so i'm going to just trust that kevin is telling me the truth. hes never lied to me, and maybe some day we will be together. lol yeah right. but it seems every time i'm upset with him he just fixes me. i mean i know about everything that makes him happy in bed. but i dont know much out sided of that i wish we could be a couple i wish i could know what makes him happy day to day. i dont know what ever it doesn't matter. i think i'm just in love with the idea of us being together and once we were it would just be a lost feeling of what to do next. idk.
i have to get ready for my horrible job. where people argue with me and i have to prove my point and people who don't want to do there job call me so i have to do it for them. i'm about sick of this. i wish the people i like would stop going on vacation that would make the job a little bit easier. i like most of the people on my desk. i would like some of them more if they would stay out of my bubble! our new boss sent me an email and it was more of a demand than hey will ya do this. so it kind of scared me yesterday because i dont know if this is how this is going to be? this new boss situation. i mean i am basically the reason why he has the job he has. i got a few of us to send an email or 2 and then talked to my current boss to tell him that he should talk to the big boss and tell her that this is the guy we want. i was impressed how it turned out. i just hope i dont regret it. other wise we would have someone who wouldn't have worked out very well at all. so at least now there is hope.