I'm a little hurt to find out that Kevin (hot neighbor) is in a Relationship! I mean he and I have had our thing going for 3 years and has out lasted many relationships but... for him to LIE to me thats uncalled for. He told me that he made a bet with this girl who was a friend that they wouldn't sleep with anyone for 90 days. The bet is 100 dollars. He tells me this I'm like wtf I'm the one getting screwed with this deal. I'm worth a 100 bucks get over here and show me. Why the hell would you make a bet like that? he told me he was being a different person and trying to keep to his word now and he didn't want to lie. about winning. I thought it was odd but I didn't think much of it I have a whole lot of shit come up in the next to weeks and then last night I was relaxing had the night to my self and I think.. why did Kevin tell me that I could find a good guy. Why did he say that I was pretty much the only girl he was with right now (not the only girl). Wait a minute it sounds like he is walking around the truth. Lets log on to myspace, sure enough, Status: In a Relationship. ok ok ok breath ok what does the girl look like... BETH "You are my sunshine" is the comment she left . my heart stops. Shes hot shes probably everything I'm not. How could he lie to me. I've never asked him for anything. I guess he is thinking that he wants his cake and eat it to. But Aug 1st the day his bet would be up, wouldn't I expect him to text me. What was his plain after that? I don't care I feel hurt and betrade. He has been the only one that I've been with over a year now. I know that we were not in a relationship but we've had this time apart when I was in KS I thought about him and I being in a relationship alot. There are a lot of things that I liked about him but we have nothing in common we could never be something more. He doesn't like that I'm not trying to be a Dr. or a lawyer or something wonderful. It was just good sex and I need to get over it. I mean after 3 years its kind of hard. Worst things have happened, like the love of my life marrying some other girl. and not telling me about it. (these guys I tell ya they think they can get away with this shit, maybe for a little while but not for long.)
update
1:14 PM me: hey
Kevin: good morning
me: did you lie to me?
1:15 PM Kevin: not that I know of, sup ?
me: about the bet
Kevin: no i didn't lie to you about the bet
me: it looks like you have a girlfriend
1:16 PM Kevin: that i do
me: is that why you did not want to sleep with me?
Kevin: no
1:17 PM i didn't want to sleep with you because of the bet
me: so your not sleeping with your girlfriend either
Kevin: which im still upholding by the way :P
1:18 PM me: i dont know it just seemed kind of odd. so are we basicly done or what
1:19 PM Kevin: well what do you mean by that?
1:20 PM me: i mean if you have a girlfriend are you done sleeping with me?
1:22 PM Kevin: well as much as I would like to do both for obvious reasons, im not so sure she would be down with that
me: ok
i guess have fun with that
Kevin: well gee
1:23 PM me: have you not got any of my text
i mean i've been pretty upset about this whole thing
Kevin: i don't have text messaging anymore :D
1:24 PM new plan saves me 30 bucks a month.
i may get it again, but for now i barely use my phone
if im not at work, im at school and if not there im at home working
me: to me it looked like you gave me a line of bull shit about a bet ... and i go on to my space to find out you have a girlfriend so it looks like you've lied to me
1:25 PM Kevin: nope, no bull shit. although the way things worked themselves out i can see it that way
1:26 PM me: yeah
so anyways.. are we done?
1:27 PM Kevin: maybe a hiatus
1:28 PM like i said, you have much to be desired, but i can't imagine it beings something compatible with my current situation
me: i mean is she the one.. or is it like a fling
1:29 PM Kevin: oh hell i can't tell if she's "the one" but i know it's not a fling
1:30 PM i dunno, the last girlfriend wasnt really much of a fling either, and she wasn't really the one either (obviously)
i did feel kinda bad for doing it
1:31 PM but at the same time i didn't really regret it either
1:32 PM me: i understand
i've been upset for 2 weeks thinking you were ignoring me
and that you lied to me
Kevin: oh naw
1:33 PM me: and you've never lied to me or ever had a reason to and thats why i was so confused
i really just thought you told me about this bet to keep me at bay until you figured things out with your girlfriend
i felt cheep .. and my heart was broke
1:34 PM Kevin: it's not like that
me: even if you dont have text dont you still get the text i send
1:35 PM Kevin: nope my phone has no message sending or receiving capabilities
but
1:38 PM me: well we just have such a past that i would hate to throw it away.
Kevin: i know
me: i just wish you would have told me that you had a girlfriend insted of me finding out the way i did
1:39 PM Kevin: well i didn't have text messaging since like early julyish ?
1:40 PM end up with this gal mid july
so i mean things kinda just dropped into where they are like .. quickly
1:41 PM and it's not like i've been running around proclaiming it
1:42 PM me: i'm just saying
Kevin: i know
but i mean there's not really much i can say or am willing to do
1:43 PM and im not doing any of it to spite you
me: yeah i get that now.
anyways
1:44 PM you should come over aug 1st
Kevin: ugh i want to for obvious reasons
me: i diserve it
1:45 PM one last time :)
1:46 PM Kevin: you see the problem with that is good stuff like the way it works out... there's one last time, and then theres one last time
me: sad day
1:47 PM Kevin: trust, It's not like i don't think about it often
1:48 PM me: i'm sure i think about it more than you :)
1:50 PM Kevin: Oh i dunno i think about it quite often
1:51 PM me: me to
Kevin: and will probably continue to do so for .. who knows
1:53 PM i'm really happy i got to talk to you and get this all cleared up
Kevin: okie dokie
1:54 PM me: have fun thinking about .. things
Kevin: you know it
1:55 PM feel free to email me here at any time, i check this email regularly
Kevin: good morning
me: did you lie to me?
1:15 PM Kevin: not that I know of, sup ?
me: about the bet
Kevin: no i didn't lie to you about the bet
me: it looks like you have a girlfriend
1:16 PM Kevin: that i do
me: is that why you did not want to sleep with me?
Kevin: no
1:17 PM i didn't want to sleep with you because of the bet
me: so your not sleeping with your girlfriend either
Kevin: which im still upholding by the way :P
1:18 PM me: i dont know it just seemed kind of odd. so are we basicly done or what
1:19 PM Kevin: well what do you mean by that?
1:20 PM me: i mean if you have a girlfriend are you done sleeping with me?
1:22 PM Kevin: well as much as I would like to do both for obvious reasons, im not so sure she would be down with that
me: ok
i guess have fun with that
Kevin: well gee
1:23 PM me: have you not got any of my text
i mean i've been pretty upset about this whole thing
Kevin: i don't have text messaging anymore :D
1:24 PM new plan saves me 30 bucks a month.
i may get it again, but for now i barely use my phone
if im not at work, im at school and if not there im at home working
me: to me it looked like you gave me a line of bull shit about a bet ... and i go on to my space to find out you have a girlfriend so it looks like you've lied to me
1:25 PM Kevin: nope, no bull shit. although the way things worked themselves out i can see it that way
1:26 PM me: yeah
so anyways.. are we done?
1:27 PM Kevin: maybe a hiatus
1:28 PM like i said, you have much to be desired, but i can't imagine it beings something compatible with my current situation
me: i mean is she the one.. or is it like a fling
1:29 PM Kevin: oh hell i can't tell if she's "the one" but i know it's not a fling
1:30 PM i dunno, the last girlfriend wasnt really much of a fling either, and she wasn't really the one either (obviously)
i did feel kinda bad for doing it
1:31 PM but at the same time i didn't really regret it either
1:32 PM me: i understand
i've been upset for 2 weeks thinking you were ignoring me
and that you lied to me
Kevin: oh naw
1:33 PM me: and you've never lied to me or ever had a reason to and thats why i was so confused
i really just thought you told me about this bet to keep me at bay until you figured things out with your girlfriend
i felt cheep .. and my heart was broke
1:34 PM Kevin: it's not like that
me: even if you dont have text dont you still get the text i send
1:35 PM Kevin: nope my phone has no message sending or receiving capabilities
but
1:38 PM me: well we just have such a past that i would hate to throw it away.
Kevin: i know
me: i just wish you would have told me that you had a girlfriend insted of me finding out the way i did
1:39 PM Kevin: well i didn't have text messaging since like early julyish ?
1:40 PM end up with this gal mid july
so i mean things kinda just dropped into where they are like .. quickly
1:41 PM and it's not like i've been running around proclaiming it
1:42 PM me: i'm just saying
Kevin: i know
but i mean there's not really much i can say or am willing to do
1:43 PM and im not doing any of it to spite you
me: yeah i get that now.
anyways
1:44 PM you should come over aug 1st
Kevin: ugh i want to for obvious reasons
me: i diserve it
1:45 PM one last time :)
1:46 PM Kevin: you see the problem with that is good stuff like the way it works out... there's one last time, and then theres one last time
me: sad day
1:47 PM Kevin: trust, It's not like i don't think about it often
1:48 PM me: i'm sure i think about it more than you :)
1:50 PM Kevin: Oh i dunno i think about it quite often
1:51 PM me: me to
Kevin: and will probably continue to do so for .. who knows
1:53 PM i'm really happy i got to talk to you and get this all cleared up
Kevin: okie dokie
1:54 PM me: have fun thinking about .. things
Kevin: you know it
1:55 PM feel free to email me here at any time, i check this email regularly
1 comment:
I've sent a few text.
1) wtf man why did you have to lie do you think i wouldn't have understood, or do you think i'm so dumb i would never find out.
2) you said we were friends. friends don't lie to each other. i mean i'm sure she is everything i'm not. but the least you could have done is tell me.
3)i guess med school doesn't teach you how to say sorry.
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