sigh...

Well I'm a little worried. I seem to be the only one, but not many people know what I know. Ignorance is bliss that is for sure! My company has let go of 10% of the people and a vice president. We have to have 900 million dollars by March to give back to the government if not then we will have mandatory downtime. Then layoffs. Then closing centers. Tis has me a little worried and it seems when Ialk to people about it they kind of don't really care or don't even act like they care. I was so irritated with my cousins attitude last night I just had to get off the phone. She was acting like oh well its how its going to be cant change it I'm not going to lose my job so why should I care.. BECAUSE YOU MAY LOSE YOUR JOB! that's WHY! she said she doesn't see the big affect of this whole thing and only her small towns .. witch is true. I work for a company that is in every state and every country and we have to have people stay in our hotels for us to make money. If banks are broke and not giving company's money then people are not traveling ... I just have to say .. it makes me sick and I would like to keep my head in the sand and pretend that we don't have a problem but we do we really do. I'm also angry about the staffing in my department we have so many people most of the time that everyone is just looking at each other.. and our boss wont let anyone go home! why the hell not! if people want to go let them.. I was against the bail out program until I found out that all of our paychecks would have bounced if we didn't get it we were 2 days away from being broke. 2 days and everything would have bounced... sigh